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Tuesday, December 19, 2006, 8:15 PM
God with us

woah.. didn't see all these post.. guys remember when you post right.
when you "publish post", do remember to "republish entire blog" after that as so to see the post. because sometimes it won't appear for what ever reason they will give. so yups. hahas.

this blog is dead!! it needs a REVIAL!!~~ come on guys.. though only a few of us know of this blog but still it can be alive and kicking. it's a place where we can share all our thoughts and support one another without wasting money.. =x rite rite? to us students.. smses are expensive and same to working peeps too.. so let's all keep this going on..

camp went really great and i couldn't ask for me. to start with.. the life that i was experiencing was laid out during the sermons and i couldn't control and keep it inside. everything that was said hit straight into my heart and it was deliverance for me.. it's like getting saved again after falling and failing. so it was really the best camp ever for me. getting out of my comfort zone to serve others and think of others before self. something i'm really not used to but am getting a hang out of it. kinda fun actually.. to see smiles and appreciation of people.. makes me even more happy and God is happy too when we all serve.. so yups. my conclusion, serve and see the greater love deep in you. there's just so much more we can offer to others when you're all out fighting and protecting the one's you acually love. so i really experinced a lot. there's so much encouragements in everyone and it just makes me feel the more i want to look forward to this great adventure that the 5 of us are going to face.

for those who do not know, Nelson, Ling Na, John Chew, Priscy and myself are going to be leaders for the next cell group to come(Feetwashers). so to put it simple, there are kind of a few complications between them and all. but it's something we're looking forward to. something that we cannot handle. that's the best part because it's where we put all we have into God's hands for support and really see His miracles work. so yups, greatly looking forward to this new cell.

sudden change of attitude you ask? i totally agree with that too. as you guys know, i can never let Elohim go. never ever, but to a greater calling and assurance from God after the camp, it's been really great having you guys around for help and support. there were even times where my only reason for going on were you guys. all the memories made will never be forgotten and we sure do hope we won't be forgotten too. we'll all be looking forward to sections again and do catching up. but for now, the 5 of us are going on a journey of laying down everything we have and placing it all on the altar to God. that's what we have been trying to do and it may seem so so easy when you look at us but i can say that it was realy painful, many a times i cry myself to sleep just thinking that i'll be leaving Elohim physically. there were really second thoughts of backing out after the decision made God continuosly showed me how much more He has yet to give me and yes! i am tempted.. the temptation of having more and more of God in me.. the change God and made in me is big. bigger than the biggest word that could even express it. it's definitely a life changing experience for me and i'm sure to the others as well. not forgetting all the fun He placed into the camp as well yea.. though it rained but hey! all of us sure did enjoy the fellowship with our group members and the ONness of doing things which were so so out of the way.. what more can we ask for when i was all blessed by God Himself? hahas.

i really do thank God for Elohim and the many many fun times we had, have and yet to have together. i'm surely looking forward to it all. we may not be there physically but spiritually, we will never want to leave your memories. =) it's something that will always put a smile unto our faces and brightens up of days.. Elohim will always be a home where our lives started just like a baby which have to grow in the mother's womb for 9 months before being born.. now we're going forward and face all the probs that will come our way. it may sound scary to us and all and we are all unprepared but knowing God and Elohim are beside us, nothing is impossible =)

THANK YOU GOD FOR BLESSING US ALL THESE TIMES...
representing the 5.
Agape,
Isaac~