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Wednesday, December 27, 2006, 6:53 PM
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Thursday, December 21, 2006, 8:09 PM

Hey people! The camp's over, and I'm sure everyone who attended the camp has been blessed by God. And I saw so much of God's love throughout the whole camp! Be it through sessions or through the actions of people, God's love was simply everywhere.

For example in my group, people took the initiative to willingly take cups for our group and also washing them up, going all the way to 7-11 to get drinks for us, giving way to people to play the game instead of themself, encouraging each other with simple words.. Isn't it amazing that God uses different people to encourage us with His love?

So let us continue to love one another, as God loved us first! :)




With love,
Cristal :)




Wednesday, December 20, 2006, 1:59 AM


WHAT CHIN WEE WANTS FOR CHRISTMAS IS HIS TWO "REAL" FRONT TEETH!! =)




Tuesday, December 19, 2006, 11:35 PM

woww... haven been here for a long time.... suddenly so many posts...

firstly.... juz wanna tell isaac, john, ling na, nelson and priscy that i will defintely miss you all... i think it goes the same wif all the other people as well.... though i noe u guys like a few months... its as though i known u all for years... i really have been blessed by all of you in the past few months... you guys are the best! =)

remember that if you all ever need any1 to talk 2.. we are all only a call away... and God is a prayer away... the road ahead might be tough for all... but we will press on knowing our God is wif us, amen?



now about my life before and after the retreat and camp... realli felt like sharing about it....


before the retreat.. my life was quite screwed.... firstly...i didnt find a reason in going CO at all.... i felt that the purpose of me going CO was juz for the fact that i needed to be there and it was my responsibility to be there... there was no motivation at all and every practice seems like a repeat of the last 1.... it was the same thing over and over and over again... there was a point that i juz hope that i would juz fall sick or sumthin so that i could juz not go to CO... juz want to get out of this 3 times, 13 hours a week routine of CO....
also in co, there was a lack of sum1 which i could talk 2... 1 reason is that i juz couldnt find sum1 which actually understand my problems... i couldn't juz go up to them and say CO sux and i juz dun feel like going can i?... its sort of my job to make every1 come for CO and like it... but here i am hating every minute of it...

also.. as the days past by... the fear of going back to my class and getting the whole torture for another year was continue growing... i was trying to push school out of my mind for the whole holiday... but it was getting back to me...

things were not goin on very well in my family either... i wasn't realli on very good terms wif my both my brothers and my parents were also givin me pressure about the J2 year ahead... even up till now.. my older bro seems to hav a problem wif everything i do... each time i juz make a comment which he doesn't like... he would say sumthin like i hang out 2 much in church and turn into sum gangster or sumthin... same goes wif my mum... who said that i was much better the last time... there was quite a few things which made me quite angry.. and there was a few small argument....

in all these things.... i drifted away from God more and more... guess i lost sight of Him in every aspect of my life....

i lost sight that i was suppose to glorify Him in my cca, to be a light to the non believers.. and show them i was different wif Jesus in me...

i lost sight that i could face everything wif Him by my side... nothing in the world could ever bring me down... and all the problems that i face was not even a problem 2 Him...

i lost sight that i was the tool that God placed in my family so that they would one day, by His grace, become His followers... but yet i was behaving like a total idiot...


each and every1 of these problems... God threw at my face at the session in the reteat and camp... i can feel that He was trying to get me back on track on my life and wat i shld do.... realli glad that juz before the new year starts.. He helped me set my path and get me back to where i was suppose to be... realli glad that He prompted me to talk to joshua and settle all our misunderstandings and stuff... and all in all... bringing me back to the 1st love that He had showered upon me even before i was born...

Praise the Lord! =)

thank God for elohim... to be there for me each time im down...




vincent






8:15 PM
God with us

woah.. didn't see all these post.. guys remember when you post right.
when you "publish post", do remember to "republish entire blog" after that as so to see the post. because sometimes it won't appear for what ever reason they will give. so yups. hahas.

this blog is dead!! it needs a REVIAL!!~~ come on guys.. though only a few of us know of this blog but still it can be alive and kicking. it's a place where we can share all our thoughts and support one another without wasting money.. =x rite rite? to us students.. smses are expensive and same to working peeps too.. so let's all keep this going on..

camp went really great and i couldn't ask for me. to start with.. the life that i was experiencing was laid out during the sermons and i couldn't control and keep it inside. everything that was said hit straight into my heart and it was deliverance for me.. it's like getting saved again after falling and failing. so it was really the best camp ever for me. getting out of my comfort zone to serve others and think of others before self. something i'm really not used to but am getting a hang out of it. kinda fun actually.. to see smiles and appreciation of people.. makes me even more happy and God is happy too when we all serve.. so yups. my conclusion, serve and see the greater love deep in you. there's just so much more we can offer to others when you're all out fighting and protecting the one's you acually love. so i really experinced a lot. there's so much encouragements in everyone and it just makes me feel the more i want to look forward to this great adventure that the 5 of us are going to face.

for those who do not know, Nelson, Ling Na, John Chew, Priscy and myself are going to be leaders for the next cell group to come(Feetwashers). so to put it simple, there are kind of a few complications between them and all. but it's something we're looking forward to. something that we cannot handle. that's the best part because it's where we put all we have into God's hands for support and really see His miracles work. so yups, greatly looking forward to this new cell.

sudden change of attitude you ask? i totally agree with that too. as you guys know, i can never let Elohim go. never ever, but to a greater calling and assurance from God after the camp, it's been really great having you guys around for help and support. there were even times where my only reason for going on were you guys. all the memories made will never be forgotten and we sure do hope we won't be forgotten too. we'll all be looking forward to sections again and do catching up. but for now, the 5 of us are going on a journey of laying down everything we have and placing it all on the altar to God. that's what we have been trying to do and it may seem so so easy when you look at us but i can say that it was realy painful, many a times i cry myself to sleep just thinking that i'll be leaving Elohim physically. there were really second thoughts of backing out after the decision made God continuosly showed me how much more He has yet to give me and yes! i am tempted.. the temptation of having more and more of God in me.. the change God and made in me is big. bigger than the biggest word that could even express it. it's definitely a life changing experience for me and i'm sure to the others as well. not forgetting all the fun He placed into the camp as well yea.. though it rained but hey! all of us sure did enjoy the fellowship with our group members and the ONness of doing things which were so so out of the way.. what more can we ask for when i was all blessed by God Himself? hahas.

i really do thank God for Elohim and the many many fun times we had, have and yet to have together. i'm surely looking forward to it all. we may not be there physically but spiritually, we will never want to leave your memories. =) it's something that will always put a smile unto our faces and brightens up of days.. Elohim will always be a home where our lives started just like a baby which have to grow in the mother's womb for 9 months before being born.. now we're going forward and face all the probs that will come our way. it may sound scary to us and all and we are all unprepared but knowing God and Elohim are beside us, nothing is impossible =)

THANK YOU GOD FOR BLESSING US ALL THESE TIMES...
representing the 5.
Agape,
Isaac~